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Half Baked Expectations
Sunday, December 21, 2014
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Opinions & Unicorns
(Source: WeHeartit.com)
I can pretty much pinpoint the day I became less than sure of myself.
It was grade 7, and we had just moved to a new city. It was not quite a month into the school year, and I realized.....I don't think I fit in here.
Now, many years later, my kids are in school, dealing with all the good and bad that comes along with that. Son #3 came in the kitchen tonight while I was washing-up. He was quiet ( a sure sign he wanted to talk). So, he shares with me that he is worried that because he's having a rough time in math class (which we are aware of,and are working through) that the "cool kids" will make fun of him.
Big mama sigh.......
This particular child of mine is the one that is most concerned with the opinions of others,despite our reassurances at home.
All I want is for my kids to give their very best effort in all they do in life (school,work,sports,being a human being). I love that they have their quirks, and that even though they can be frustrating to no end...... I love them for simply being them. (Of course, I am incredibly biased.)
Tonight, I sat down with son #3, and had a different version of the same conversation I have had with his 2 older brothers at some point:
Why care about what the "cool kids"might think. You are doing your very best, and that's all a person can do. You can only control your reactions and behaviour, not how other people act and think.
I'm not sure he fully believed me. But,he humoured me and gave me a hug.
I'm not so naive to think my kids won't be affected by their peers, and that life in school is always rainbows and unicorns.
I would like to think that if I tell them enough that everyone is different, and that makes the world an interesting place to be, they might just believe me.
Now, if I could just do the same...... Do as I say,not as I do....... Right?
Monday, October 27, 2014
Nothing Better than an Ordinary Day.
Today was grey. Snowy,blowy, a sneak peek of what's in store for us until Spring.
People were grumpy, as they tend to be when Fall begins its descent into winter.
Sent the Manchild off to a school workshop for the week (but not before I dropped the homework sheet off he forgot rushing out the door). Took #2 in for some knee x rays (just checking things out,nothing to worry about). #3 Had a good day, he's loving band (playing trombone just like his mama did), and littlest had a full day of being a Hot Lunch Helper, and did her crossing guard shift (all while wearing her favourite pink beanie.) Hubby is continuing to deal with things at his job ( he is the most patient man I know!).
Me???
I had a good day. I felt more relaxed today than I have in...well, months I guess.
I ran the kids around, got groceries, came home and whipped up a couple of new recipes (sweet potato & turkey chili, and Italian Sausage Soup). I even made a batch of my Grampa's baking powder biscuits.
No rushing, no picking what I could get done and what would have to wait.
I had a chance to talk to each kiddo about their day (with the exception of the absent manchild). I saw the smile on my hubby's face when he smelled the soup and spied the biscuits.
A perfectly ordinary day. It was fantastic.
It's what I miss the most when things get crazy.
People were grumpy, as they tend to be when Fall begins its descent into winter.
Sent the Manchild off to a school workshop for the week (but not before I dropped the homework sheet off he forgot rushing out the door). Took #2 in for some knee x rays (just checking things out,nothing to worry about). #3 Had a good day, he's loving band (playing trombone just like his mama did), and littlest had a full day of being a Hot Lunch Helper, and did her crossing guard shift (all while wearing her favourite pink beanie.) Hubby is continuing to deal with things at his job ( he is the most patient man I know!).
Me???
I had a good day. I felt more relaxed today than I have in...well, months I guess.
I ran the kids around, got groceries, came home and whipped up a couple of new recipes (sweet potato & turkey chili, and Italian Sausage Soup). I even made a batch of my Grampa's baking powder biscuits.
No rushing, no picking what I could get done and what would have to wait.
I had a chance to talk to each kiddo about their day (with the exception of the absent manchild). I saw the smile on my hubby's face when he smelled the soup and spied the biscuits.
A perfectly ordinary day. It was fantastic.
It's what I miss the most when things get crazy.
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
We Are Canadian
Today Cpl.Nathan Cirillo was killed. People will want answers, but there is likely nothing that will truly make sense to any of us.
People are angry, they feel violated. This sort of thing doesn't happen in CANADA!!!!
All sorts of bad things happen here. It's not like we live in some protected Utopia.
But this....this hits hard, and close to home.
Corporal Cirillo wasn't a soldier in a combat situation. He was standing guard at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier. He wasn't armed, he was doing his duty.
His family and friends were most likely very proud of him. They didn't expect him to be in any danger today.
Now he's gone. His smile,the sound of his laughter, a dear memory.
A loss is a loss, no matter how a loved one may pass. Yet, rather than being a private thing, Corporal Cirillo's death is now a Canadian Loss.
On Facebook, I've seen a lot of people saying things like "What now?" and "Where do we go from here?".
We go on. We are Canadian.
Our soldiers have fought for our freedom. We cannot let the coward who did this win by living in fear.
People are angry, they feel violated. This sort of thing doesn't happen in CANADA!!!!
All sorts of bad things happen here. It's not like we live in some protected Utopia.
But this....this hits hard, and close to home.
Corporal Cirillo wasn't a soldier in a combat situation. He was standing guard at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier. He wasn't armed, he was doing his duty.
His family and friends were most likely very proud of him. They didn't expect him to be in any danger today.
Now he's gone. His smile,the sound of his laughter, a dear memory.
A loss is a loss, no matter how a loved one may pass. Yet, rather than being a private thing, Corporal Cirillo's death is now a Canadian Loss.
On Facebook, I've seen a lot of people saying things like "What now?" and "Where do we go from here?".
We go on. We are Canadian.
Our soldiers have fought for our freedom. We cannot let the coward who did this win by living in fear.
Monday, October 20, 2014
All About the Skills
So, your sometimes blogger is back again.
My new position has been somewhat overwhelming. Definitely not a job I've been able to leave at the door when I come home. A position so far out of my comfort zone, it's been a struggle.
Am I learning a lot?
For sure! The skills I am acquiring will (hopefully) serve me well in my future endeavours.
Am I enjoying it?
Ummmm.....I wouldn't say that exactly.
There are many parts I do like. I have met some wonderful people, people I maybe never would have interacted with.
More often though, I find myself floundering around, playing catch-up. (Me and Dory "Just Keep Swimming....")
I just finished my first major event last week. So much work, and so thankful to those that lent a hand to help ( love you guys). Without my hubby, and some very special friends, I'd never have pulled it off.
It was a pretty good night, with a few bumps (of course).
There were some details that I goofed on and missed, one which led to a less than pleasant email waiting for me at the office this morning, on what is supposed to be my day off.
I am trying very hard to concentrate on all the good of the evening,and not let the mistakes I made cast a shadow that. It's a work in progress.
So, today I will cook for my family, which I have not been able to do on regular basis.
I will go to Zumba.
Tomorrow, I will start on the next project, and work on learning from my mistakes.
My new position has been somewhat overwhelming. Definitely not a job I've been able to leave at the door when I come home. A position so far out of my comfort zone, it's been a struggle.
Am I learning a lot?
For sure! The skills I am acquiring will (hopefully) serve me well in my future endeavours.
Am I enjoying it?
Ummmm.....I wouldn't say that exactly.
There are many parts I do like. I have met some wonderful people, people I maybe never would have interacted with.
More often though, I find myself floundering around, playing catch-up. (Me and Dory "Just Keep Swimming....")
I just finished my first major event last week. So much work, and so thankful to those that lent a hand to help ( love you guys). Without my hubby, and some very special friends, I'd never have pulled it off.
It was a pretty good night, with a few bumps (of course).
There were some details that I goofed on and missed, one which led to a less than pleasant email waiting for me at the office this morning, on what is supposed to be my day off.
I am trying very hard to concentrate on all the good of the evening,and not let the mistakes I made cast a shadow that. It's a work in progress.
So, today I will cook for my family, which I have not been able to do on regular basis.
I will go to Zumba.
Tomorrow, I will start on the next project, and work on learning from my mistakes.
Saturday, July 26, 2014
That Time We Tried-A-Tri
This past June, the Fabulous Running Buddy and I completed our first Triathlon. I won't say it was "just" a Try-a-Tri (shorter than a Sprint Tri, just a taste to see if you like it).
250m swim, 10k bike, 2.5k run.
It was all new to us. Setting up our transition area, getting the body markings. It was nerve wracking and exciting all at the same time.
We were obvious newbies, watching everyone else and trying to do something similar.
The race itself was hard, for me at any rate. The swim wasn't bad, except for the big gulp of pool water I took in near the end. The bike ride wasn't awful. A couple of big (for me) hills on the out and back route. The run,short as it was, was the hardest part of the race for me. For the first kilometre at least, I had a horrible cramp in my right calf. It was a drag-your-leg-like-a-zombie type of cramp. I honestly thought that I might not be able to finish the race! Thankfully, the cramp finally let go, and I shuffled along until I crossed the finish line.
High Points of this Race:
*The people! The volunteers were fantastic. Encouraging, friendly, and so very positive. The volunteers really make the race I think. Without them none of it would be possible.
*The competitors! No matter the ability of the people racing, everyone was welcome. Cheering other competitors on, smiles and supportive words. A great energy throughout the race.
Low Point:
*The timing. This race was chip timed...or, at least, it was supposed to be.
"We experienced some technical trouble with the results of the 2014 race. A number of timing chips were issued to the wrong participants by mistake resulting in missing times in some cases and widely inaccurate times in others. We have done the best we can through review of the timing database and consultation with athletes to arrive at the most accurate finish times possible. Unfortunately we will not be able to supply split times for the race segments, and some participant times were not retrievable. We apologize for the inconvenience."
This was the explanation given by Human Powered Racing, the company that planned/ran/organized this race for the inaccurate times announced and posted for the race.
It was very disappointing. Neither of us had checked the time when we started and finished, so we don't know how long the race took, or what our splits were.
Lessons Learned:
1. Always time your own race,even if it is a chip timed event.
2. Bring a basin to keep your stuff in at the transition point.
3. Train more.
Overall,it was a really good experience....enough so that I am planning to do the Sprint Tri next year!
250m swim, 10k bike, 2.5k run.
It was all new to us. Setting up our transition area, getting the body markings. It was nerve wracking and exciting all at the same time.
We were obvious newbies, watching everyone else and trying to do something similar.
The race itself was hard, for me at any rate. The swim wasn't bad, except for the big gulp of pool water I took in near the end. The bike ride wasn't awful. A couple of big (for me) hills on the out and back route. The run,short as it was, was the hardest part of the race for me. For the first kilometre at least, I had a horrible cramp in my right calf. It was a drag-your-leg-like-a-zombie type of cramp. I honestly thought that I might not be able to finish the race! Thankfully, the cramp finally let go, and I shuffled along until I crossed the finish line.
High Points of this Race:
*The people! The volunteers were fantastic. Encouraging, friendly, and so very positive. The volunteers really make the race I think. Without them none of it would be possible.
*The competitors! No matter the ability of the people racing, everyone was welcome. Cheering other competitors on, smiles and supportive words. A great energy throughout the race.
Low Point:
*The timing. This race was chip timed...or, at least, it was supposed to be.
"We experienced some technical trouble with the results of the 2014 race. A number of timing chips were issued to the wrong participants by mistake resulting in missing times in some cases and widely inaccurate times in others. We have done the best we can through review of the timing database and consultation with athletes to arrive at the most accurate finish times possible. Unfortunately we will not be able to supply split times for the race segments, and some participant times were not retrievable. We apologize for the inconvenience."
This was the explanation given by Human Powered Racing, the company that planned/ran/organized this race for the inaccurate times announced and posted for the race.
It was very disappointing. Neither of us had checked the time when we started and finished, so we don't know how long the race took, or what our splits were.
Lessons Learned:
1. Always time your own race,even if it is a chip timed event.
2. Bring a basin to keep your stuff in at the transition point.
3. Train more.
Overall,it was a really good experience....enough so that I am planning to do the Sprint Tri next year!
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
For Now
You know that thing....when the lights go out, you're stumbling around in the dark, and even though you feel like you should know where everything is, you still hit your shins on the ottoman.... I am doing a lot of that lately.
Learning how to do this job, oh! My poor metaphorical shins!
I get a handle on one thing, start feeling pretty smart,then....oh yeah, there's all that other, all very important stuff that needs to be taken care of as well.
While I am sure I will be successful in this new foray into the working world.....I hate not being good at what I'm doing. Drives me nuts! It's unfortunate, since so many things I do daily are a work in progress.
Learning how to do this job, oh! My poor metaphorical shins!
I get a handle on one thing, start feeling pretty smart,then....oh yeah, there's all that other, all very important stuff that needs to be taken care of as well.
While I am sure I will be successful in this new foray into the working world.....I hate not being good at what I'm doing. Drives me nuts! It's unfortunate, since so many things I do daily are a work in progress.
(I also think that one of these would make work way more fun!)
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| Image from the Costco website |
For now I will just be thankful for:
Our family...
Our health...
Our home....
That tomorrow is my Friday (TGIT!)...
....and that I made it through another outdoor workout!
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Bullet Points & Good Intentions
I keep meaning to catch-up here, and I
keep having other
things get in the way.
So,bullet points it is, with
every intention of coming
back & fleshing it all
out later.
Loved Color Me Rad , we had so much fun!
Sadly, one of the gals had to head off for work mid-race,
but we got a great group shot before she left.
Sadly, one of the gals had to head off for work mid-race,
but we got a great group shot before she left.
- Spartan Sprint! So hard,so amazing.
Can't wait to do it
again next year!
Still need to fill everyone in on the
Try-A-Tri.....no
idea what happened
to our times for that one.
Try-A-Tri.....no
idea what happened
to our times for that one.
That's all for now.
Working on getting enough sleep to keep
my energy levels up....
like so many things in life,it's a
work in progress.
Friday, July 4, 2014
Making Memories...Hoping for no Permanent Scars
Boy, I have been busy!
New Job: Yikes! It's been a bit overwhelming. Almost 2 months in, and some days I still feel like I'll never get a handle on things. I planned and pulled off my first official event. There were some hiccups, but overall the feedback has been good. Thanks again to my parents,hubby and kids for helping me out. If not for them, I would have fallen flat on my face.
Since I last posted something here we've been training (not enough) and have run a couple of races. The Women's Run (10k) in Edmonton, and we completed our first "Try-a-Tri" on June 15th ( I have dubbed it the race with no time....more on that later). There's a story for each of these races, but that will have to wait.
This weekend is a biggie. Tomorrow my Running Folks and I will be heading into the city for Color Me Rad. This is the race we had planned to run last summer in Calgary, but unfortunately there was all that flooding,so.....it should be a lot of fun. I am curious to see if the colour washes off of me after!
Then, on Sunday, my Fabulous Running Buddy and I will be participating in the 5k Spartan Sprint race. *GULP* I am feeling pretty nervous,with a heaping scoop of fear on top. I am pretty sure I will be glad we did it at the finish line, but the anticipation is hurting my tummy a bit.
So, this weekend,while my former school mates are recalling the "Good Old Days"over some adult bevvies in BC, I'll be getting pelted with colour bombs and crawling through the mud. Pretty sure everyone will come away from the weekend with a bunch of new memories.
New Job: Yikes! It's been a bit overwhelming. Almost 2 months in, and some days I still feel like I'll never get a handle on things. I planned and pulled off my first official event. There were some hiccups, but overall the feedback has been good. Thanks again to my parents,hubby and kids for helping me out. If not for them, I would have fallen flat on my face.
Since I last posted something here we've been training (not enough) and have run a couple of races. The Women's Run (10k) in Edmonton, and we completed our first "Try-a-Tri" on June 15th ( I have dubbed it the race with no time....more on that later). There's a story for each of these races, but that will have to wait.
This weekend is a biggie. Tomorrow my Running Folks and I will be heading into the city for Color Me Rad. This is the race we had planned to run last summer in Calgary, but unfortunately there was all that flooding,so.....it should be a lot of fun. I am curious to see if the colour washes off of me after!
Then, on Sunday, my Fabulous Running Buddy and I will be participating in the 5k Spartan Sprint race. *GULP* I am feeling pretty nervous,with a heaping scoop of fear on top. I am pretty sure I will be glad we did it at the finish line, but the anticipation is hurting my tummy a bit.
So, this weekend,while my former school mates are recalling the "Good Old Days"over some adult bevvies in BC, I'll be getting pelted with colour bombs and crawling through the mud. Pretty sure everyone will come away from the weekend with a bunch of new memories.
Saturday, May 24, 2014
For Me and Mine
I was awake before 6am today. It's Saturday morning. It's just not right.
I'm not sure what woke me. Maybe it was the sun peaking through the curtains, or the dog that was barking down the street (really neighbours? Why is you dog out barking that early in the day?), I'm not sure. I do know what kept me from snuggling back down in the blankets: my brain.
It's been a busy couple of weeks. For the second time in 6 months, I have started a new job. Not only is it a new job, once again I am learning a whole new skillset. I used to joke that I had been out of school for so long that my brain had atrophied. While it may be running a little more sluggishly than when I was a younger version of me, I am happy to say things seem to be firing on all cylinders.
For the past two weeks I've been soaking up all the information I can from the woman I am taking over from. She is very, very good at this job. I go solo on Monday, and I have some very big shoes to fill.
The job itself is very interesting. Event planning, light bookkeeping, receptionist duties......and a thousand things I can't even remember right now. I foresee a lot of post-it reminders in my future to keep track of everything.
I am trying to keep my casual position at the bank as well.....pretty sure that's not going to work out for long. I spoke to my manager before I even started looking for a part-time job,so my change in availability wasn't a total surprise. Unfortunately, I'm just not as available as they need me to be now.
As I have said a number of times, I really like working at the bank. The reality is though, there isn't an actual position for me there. Six months of never knowing when or if I was going to be working has been a bit of a roller coaster (time and money wise).
More than that, this new position will open doors for me in the future...or get my foot in the door at the very least. As my Fabulous Running Buddy had said to me on a number of occasions, all I needed was someone to take a chance on me. It's an opportunity I just could not turn down.
I hope there are no hard feelings, but, in the end, I had to do what's best for me and mine.
Next post: Training & Races.....
I'm not sure what woke me. Maybe it was the sun peaking through the curtains, or the dog that was barking down the street (really neighbours? Why is you dog out barking that early in the day?), I'm not sure. I do know what kept me from snuggling back down in the blankets: my brain.
It's been a busy couple of weeks. For the second time in 6 months, I have started a new job. Not only is it a new job, once again I am learning a whole new skillset. I used to joke that I had been out of school for so long that my brain had atrophied. While it may be running a little more sluggishly than when I was a younger version of me, I am happy to say things seem to be firing on all cylinders.
For the past two weeks I've been soaking up all the information I can from the woman I am taking over from. She is very, very good at this job. I go solo on Monday, and I have some very big shoes to fill.
The job itself is very interesting. Event planning, light bookkeeping, receptionist duties......and a thousand things I can't even remember right now. I foresee a lot of post-it reminders in my future to keep track of everything.
I am trying to keep my casual position at the bank as well.....pretty sure that's not going to work out for long. I spoke to my manager before I even started looking for a part-time job,so my change in availability wasn't a total surprise. Unfortunately, I'm just not as available as they need me to be now.
As I have said a number of times, I really like working at the bank. The reality is though, there isn't an actual position for me there. Six months of never knowing when or if I was going to be working has been a bit of a roller coaster (time and money wise).
More than that, this new position will open doors for me in the future...or get my foot in the door at the very least. As my Fabulous Running Buddy had said to me on a number of occasions, all I needed was someone to take a chance on me. It's an opportunity I just could not turn down.
I hope there are no hard feelings, but, in the end, I had to do what's best for me and mine.
Next post: Training & Races.....
Tuesday, May 6, 2014
In the Spirit of Saying "Yes"
Or.....alternately:
What I'm Doing the Weekend
of my
20th High School Reunion
I couldn't decide on a title for this, and was unwilling to give one up.
Where was I?
Where was I?
Right, time to fill you in on the other news I've been keeping close to my chest.
My Fabulous Running Buddy istrying to break me encouraging to step outside my comfort zone once more.
We have registered to participate in a Spartan Sprint race. Not only have we committed to running this crazy race, it's the same weekend as the Color Me Rad we've been looking forward to since last summer. Back to back race days. All of this falls on the weekend of my 20th High School Reunion (which I wrote about not going to here ).
So, while old classmates are sipping cool drinks and reminiscing about days gone by, looks like I will be:
My Fabulous Running Buddy is
We have registered to participate in a Spartan Sprint race. Not only have we committed to running this crazy race, it's the same weekend as the Color Me Rad we've been looking forward to since last summer. Back to back race days. All of this falls on the weekend of my 20th High School Reunion (which I wrote about not going to here ).
So, while old classmates are sipping cool drinks and reminiscing about days gone by, looks like I will be:
*getting colour bombed
* crawling through mud
* crawling through mud
*attempting to climb over and under any number of obstacles
*bruising and bumping this old body
*making some new memories with my friends
I'm positive that no matter what, folks will be having a good weekend,wherever they may be.
Thursday, May 1, 2014
Life is Every Day
So often, we hear of someone passing away because of cancer.
Too often.
I can't think of anyone that hasn't had cancer touch their lives in some way. ( To my real life people, I am hugging you all right now).
Recently, a woman in our community lost her hard-fought battle with cancer.
We weren't friends. I knew of her through mutual friends, the military community, and our local running community.
I remember her as a friendly, supportive person at our local races. Alway a smile, and an encouraging word for us slow-poke novice racers.
I vividly remember when we ran the Half Marathon race, summer of 2012. It was hot, smoke in the air from grass fires. I was still running out to the turn-around point, and she was running back. She smiled at me, gave me a thumbs-up, and said "No one told me we had to run back up these hills too."
I knew who she was, this wonder-woman running despite her struggles. I admired her greatly. Her words, and her grin lent my legs a bit of strength.....and I grinned right back.
This woman fought so hard for life every damn day.
Too often we get caught up in our own head space. Worries, daily stress and dissatisfaction can pile up. Comparing what we don't have (either real or perceived) to what others seem to have can really suck the colour out of the world.
I am guilty of this ALL THE TIME.
Where am I going with this you might be wondering (or maybe you'd just rather I got to the point.)
I am going to say yes to more. Rather than let "what is not" rule my thoughts, I will do my very best to let "what is, what will, and what can be" stand a little higher on my list.
.....think Jim Carrey in "Yes Man", without the witty repartee and physical comedy
Not every day will be shiny. Bad days happen, but to remember that they are a blip, not the baseline, is what's important.
P.S. We have friends that are dealing with a cancer battle of their own right now. We think of them often. Him,as he fights the disease, and her as she battles with her formidable will and enormous love for him. Send some positive thoughts their way if you could.
Too often.
I can't think of anyone that hasn't had cancer touch their lives in some way. ( To my real life people, I am hugging you all right now).
Recently, a woman in our community lost her hard-fought battle with cancer.
We weren't friends. I knew of her through mutual friends, the military community, and our local running community.
I remember her as a friendly, supportive person at our local races. Alway a smile, and an encouraging word for us slow-poke novice racers.
I vividly remember when we ran the Half Marathon race, summer of 2012. It was hot, smoke in the air from grass fires. I was still running out to the turn-around point, and she was running back. She smiled at me, gave me a thumbs-up, and said "No one told me we had to run back up these hills too."
I knew who she was, this wonder-woman running despite her struggles. I admired her greatly. Her words, and her grin lent my legs a bit of strength.....and I grinned right back.
This woman fought so hard for life every damn day.
Too often we get caught up in our own head space. Worries, daily stress and dissatisfaction can pile up. Comparing what we don't have (either real or perceived) to what others seem to have can really suck the colour out of the world.
I am guilty of this ALL THE TIME.
Where am I going with this you might be wondering (or maybe you'd just rather I got to the point.)
I am going to say yes to more. Rather than let "what is not" rule my thoughts, I will do my very best to let "what is, what will, and what can be" stand a little higher on my list.
.....think Jim Carrey in "Yes Man", without the witty repartee and physical comedy
Not every day will be shiny. Bad days happen, but to remember that they are a blip, not the baseline, is what's important.
P.S. We have friends that are dealing with a cancer battle of their own right now. We think of them often. Him,as he fights the disease, and her as she battles with her formidable will and enormous love for him. Send some positive thoughts their way if you could.
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Sharing Time!
Where to begin folks.
Where.
To.
Begin.
So, there's been some stuff brewing around here I've not shared with too many people.
I'll start with the professional side of life. (Me, with one of those!)
Back in March, I had applied for a very short, temporary position with our local Chamber of Commerce. I ended up having to turn down the interview due to a scheduling conflict at the bank ( I was booked in to work).
Then, last week, my cell phone rang. I was hoping it was a store I had a raincheck at, calling to tell me my blender was in. Imagine my surprise when I was asked if I was interested in coming in for an interview....at the Chamber of Commerce office.
So I did.
I was offered the position yesterday. I will be the Executive Director at the Chamber of Commerce for the next year.
It's a part-time position. A fantastic opportunity to learn a whole new skill-set, get to know even more about the community we are planning to make our home, something I think I'll really enjoy.
I am also happy that I'll be able to continue on in my current casual position. I've said it before, I really love the work I do there.
Fingers crossed I can make it all fit. I plan on doing everything in my power to be successful.
Thinking I'll save the rest for another post. Need to sort out all the swirling in my head. Last night was somewhat sleepless. Either I was too excited to sleep, or nervous about everything on the horizon.
Pretty sure it's both.
Where.
To.
Begin.
So, there's been some stuff brewing around here I've not shared with too many people.
I'll start with the professional side of life. (Me, with one of those!)
Back in March, I had applied for a very short, temporary position with our local Chamber of Commerce. I ended up having to turn down the interview due to a scheduling conflict at the bank ( I was booked in to work).
Then, last week, my cell phone rang. I was hoping it was a store I had a raincheck at, calling to tell me my blender was in. Imagine my surprise when I was asked if I was interested in coming in for an interview....at the Chamber of Commerce office.
So I did.
I was offered the position yesterday. I will be the Executive Director at the Chamber of Commerce for the next year.
It's a part-time position. A fantastic opportunity to learn a whole new skill-set, get to know even more about the community we are planning to make our home, something I think I'll really enjoy.
I am also happy that I'll be able to continue on in my current casual position. I've said it before, I really love the work I do there.
Fingers crossed I can make it all fit. I plan on doing everything in my power to be successful.
Thinking I'll save the rest for another post. Need to sort out all the swirling in my head. Last night was somewhat sleepless. Either I was too excited to sleep, or nervous about everything on the horizon.
Pretty sure it's both.
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Kitchen to Treadmill
Dreary and grey, but at least it's raining (currently) and not snowing (possibility).
Spring Break is coming to end for my kidlets. For some reason, here in our little town it's always at Easter, not March when most places do it. This year, Easter was late, so break was late. When they go back on Monday, they'll only have 2 months left until Summer Vacation.
It's been pretty quiet for us. Spending time, catching up on projects and chores that have been pushed to the side.
Son #3 and I made our famous family biscuits with homemade soup one afternoon. It was fun working with him in the kitchen. The boy has talent too! They were delicious....no pics, we ate them all.
Today the Littlest and I will be busting out the mixer to whip up a batch of breakfast cookies ( called cereal cookies in my house growing up). Our special edition: chocolate rice crispy cereal! Maybe there will be a photo addition later....it's a huge recipe, there should be some left.
Started back running this morning. Running might be a grand term for what I was doing, but I say it stands. (I despise the word "jogging", for some reason it makes me feel less badass)
After the eye-opening 5k race we did a couple (few?) weeks ago, I finally had to face the truth: If I don't move my arse, all the races we have registered for will suck. I want to finish every race feeling accomplished, not beat up, wrung out, and down on myself.
So, my training goals are:
1. Do the work.
2. Finish every race to the best of my abilities
Yup. That's it.
I am slow, plodding even. However, I have never quit a run or a race. Out of shape, and a bigger shape I might be....but not a quitter.
Spring Break is coming to end for my kidlets. For some reason, here in our little town it's always at Easter, not March when most places do it. This year, Easter was late, so break was late. When they go back on Monday, they'll only have 2 months left until Summer Vacation.
It's been pretty quiet for us. Spending time, catching up on projects and chores that have been pushed to the side.
Son #3 and I made our famous family biscuits with homemade soup one afternoon. It was fun working with him in the kitchen. The boy has talent too! They were delicious....no pics, we ate them all.
Today the Littlest and I will be busting out the mixer to whip up a batch of breakfast cookies ( called cereal cookies in my house growing up). Our special edition: chocolate rice crispy cereal! Maybe there will be a photo addition later....it's a huge recipe, there should be some left.
Started back running this morning. Running might be a grand term for what I was doing, but I say it stands. (I despise the word "jogging", for some reason it makes me feel less badass)
After the eye-opening 5k race we did a couple (few?) weeks ago, I finally had to face the truth: If I don't move my arse, all the races we have registered for will suck. I want to finish every race feeling accomplished, not beat up, wrung out, and down on myself.
So, my training goals are:
1. Do the work.
2. Finish every race to the best of my abilities
Yup. That's it.
I am slow, plodding even. However, I have never quit a run or a race. Out of shape, and a bigger shape I might be....but not a quitter.
***It occurs to me that a blog post starting with baking and ending with running might be an odd combination. Meh, both are things I love to do.***
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Smells Good, Tastes Good....
I got called in today!
It was a pleasant surprise to get a shift today. Short, sweet, but better than nothing at all. Let's face it, I need all the practice that I can get!
Spring has yet to fully uncoil itself. Bit of snow last night, more in the forecast tonight. Brrrr.....either Winter is having a hard time with the break-up we all want, or Spring is just too shy to step-in and take over. Personally, I'd just like to see a little bit of green.
In keeping with the current weather, I thought a nice warm soup would be good for supper. I had a hambone left from our meal sunday, and split-pea soup seemed like a great idea.
I stuck everything in the pot, got the water boiling....seems I was a wee bit low on split-peas.
I've never been one to let a lack of correct ingredients stop me in the kitchen. Grabbed another bag of dried split pea/lentil/barley mix....low and behold, it was nearly done too!(Who does the shopping around here? Oh yeah....nevermind)
There was no going back at this point folks. Soup was what was going to be for supper! So, instead of traditional split pea soup, I am calling it split pea-ham-potato-corn-chowder. It's ugly, smells delicious & tastes pretty darn good (according to this taste-tester).
It was a pleasant surprise to get a shift today. Short, sweet, but better than nothing at all. Let's face it, I need all the practice that I can get!
Spring has yet to fully uncoil itself. Bit of snow last night, more in the forecast tonight. Brrrr.....either Winter is having a hard time with the break-up we all want, or Spring is just too shy to step-in and take over. Personally, I'd just like to see a little bit of green.
In keeping with the current weather, I thought a nice warm soup would be good for supper. I had a hambone left from our meal sunday, and split-pea soup seemed like a great idea.
I stuck everything in the pot, got the water boiling....seems I was a wee bit low on split-peas.
I've never been one to let a lack of correct ingredients stop me in the kitchen. Grabbed another bag of dried split pea/lentil/barley mix....low and behold, it was nearly done too!(Who does the shopping around here? Oh yeah....nevermind)
There was no going back at this point folks. Soup was what was going to be for supper! So, instead of traditional split pea soup, I am calling it split pea-ham-potato-corn-chowder. It's ugly, smells delicious & tastes pretty darn good (according to this taste-tester).
Monday, April 14, 2014
The Point of the View
So....momentum....yeah
Seems that it was not long-lived.
Getting things moving along in most parts of my life has been harder than it should be.
Spring. Every time it feels like it's finally here, winter stomps back in like a toddler that doesn't want a nap.
This was the view from my sister's deck the other evening (photo courtesy of my Dad's cell phone)
We started a little Spring Cleaning all the same. Hubby took the plastic off the windows, cleaned the gunk out of them. I cleaned the tops of the kitchen cupboards today. Yuck. 3 hours of washing all the kitschy thingies I keep up there (a collection of old dishes handed down from family, candle holders, that sort of thing). Everything looks shiny now....and I have packed away a bunch of it so that next time I have less to clean.
My knees are crabby thanks to all the climbing, so I stayed home from Zumba tonight. Well, to be honest, that's only part of the reason....I just couldn't face going. I find it a real struggle to keep up in class right now. Between my stupid knees and the extra weight.....I crash around even more than usual. (Definitely more hippo than gazelle of late).
I should have gone. I always tell the kids the only way to get better at something is to keep trying.
There is so much to look forward to, to train for in the coming months. I need to get my head straight, make a plan and get moving.
I am done my last scheduled stretch of work, so I have plenty of time to get organized.
Bright side.
Seems that it was not long-lived.
Getting things moving along in most parts of my life has been harder than it should be.
Spring. Every time it feels like it's finally here, winter stomps back in like a toddler that doesn't want a nap.
This was the view from my sister's deck the other evening (photo courtesy of my Dad's cell phone)
This next photo is the view from our deck yesterday morning
Anyone else hear the tune "One of these things is not like the other"
While I know that the end is near, the snow in the forecast for tonight and tomorrow has "BLECH" written all over it.
While I know that the end is near, the snow in the forecast for tonight and tomorrow has "BLECH" written all over it.
We started a little Spring Cleaning all the same. Hubby took the plastic off the windows, cleaned the gunk out of them. I cleaned the tops of the kitchen cupboards today. Yuck. 3 hours of washing all the kitschy thingies I keep up there (a collection of old dishes handed down from family, candle holders, that sort of thing). Everything looks shiny now....and I have packed away a bunch of it so that next time I have less to clean.
My knees are crabby thanks to all the climbing, so I stayed home from Zumba tonight. Well, to be honest, that's only part of the reason....I just couldn't face going. I find it a real struggle to keep up in class right now. Between my stupid knees and the extra weight.....I crash around even more than usual. (Definitely more hippo than gazelle of late).
I should have gone. I always tell the kids the only way to get better at something is to keep trying.
There is so much to look forward to, to train for in the coming months. I need to get my head straight, make a plan and get moving.
I am done my last scheduled stretch of work, so I have plenty of time to get organized.
Bright side.
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
Momentum
Another blog post?
Indeed it is. It's part of the new plan: keep the momentum going. I'm going to try an apply it to all aspects of my life.
After last week's wicked cold bug, I was feeling better. Ha. Ha. Ha. Joke's on me, it seems to have circled around again. Such is life in a large family. Patient 1 tends to get it again after it goes through everyone else in the house.
Today I took a trip over to my old job. Littlest wanted to donate some of her toys to the daycare there. She informed me that she's too old for little girl toys. *sniff* She asked me if we could take them to the daycare kids. She's really getting out of that little girl zone, well on her way to tweendom. (I'd just like to point out here, that my spell-check did not question the word "tweendom").
It was nice to see the kids and my old co-workers. I was surprised that some of the kids remembered me!
I chatted with a few people, caught up a bit, bought a raffle ticket (for a Mother's day ring, so gorgeous!)....I really miss those wonderful people. Going for a visit was so nice, I really should have done it before now....and should do so more often. However, because I know everyone there has a job to do and I don't want to get in the way, I'm not sure when I'll head back. Too bad they don't have a casual coffee morning like some other places we've lived. Hmmmm.......
Final thought:
Anyone watch the TV show "Hannibal"? I missed the first season, and have just started watching the second. I find it disturbing and fascinating. Also confusing. I'm thinking that missing season one could be the culprit there.
Indeed it is. It's part of the new plan: keep the momentum going. I'm going to try an apply it to all aspects of my life.
After last week's wicked cold bug, I was feeling better. Ha. Ha. Ha. Joke's on me, it seems to have circled around again. Such is life in a large family. Patient 1 tends to get it again after it goes through everyone else in the house.
Today I took a trip over to my old job. Littlest wanted to donate some of her toys to the daycare there. She informed me that she's too old for little girl toys. *sniff* She asked me if we could take them to the daycare kids. She's really getting out of that little girl zone, well on her way to tweendom. (I'd just like to point out here, that my spell-check did not question the word "tweendom").
It was nice to see the kids and my old co-workers. I was surprised that some of the kids remembered me!
I chatted with a few people, caught up a bit, bought a raffle ticket (for a Mother's day ring, so gorgeous!)....I really miss those wonderful people. Going for a visit was so nice, I really should have done it before now....and should do so more often. However, because I know everyone there has a job to do and I don't want to get in the way, I'm not sure when I'll head back. Too bad they don't have a casual coffee morning like some other places we've lived. Hmmmm.......
Final thought:
Anyone watch the TV show "Hannibal"? I missed the first season, and have just started watching the second. I find it disturbing and fascinating. Also confusing. I'm thinking that missing season one could be the culprit there.
Tuesday, April 1, 2014
A Body in..... Motion
Been a bad blogger (as I often am). There have been periods since my last post that I wrote and wanted to post.....then thought better of it. I figure I shouldn't put anything out in the world when I'm grumpy/frustrated/dissatisfied/it's my birthday.....dark, grumpy thoughts should not be left running loose, who knows the havoc they could wreak!
My birthday has passed (with a whimper, not a bang), and I am feeling less frustrated with my world. Time to try this writing thing again.
Work:
Still liking the job, not liking the casual-ness of it. Yes, I realize I was hired in a casual capacity. It sounded fabulous when I was in pain & post surgery. After this month, I really have no work coming my way. That makes me sad.
I am also struggling with the fact that I still don't feel like I really know what I'm doing.
There is so much to learn, I can hardly believe it. I am enjoying the challenge, but I want to master at least a piece of it! Not being there on a regular basis, there's a lack of continuity. Without the daily reinforcement of the skills I'm learning....well, I just need to come to terms with the fact this will take longer than I think it should.
I am lucky that I work with some very patient people who answer my (repetitive) questions, and don't roll their eyes when I inevitably make another mistake. Colour me thankful.
Running:
Our first race is on Saturday.....I might die. Okay, that may be a slight exaggeration.
Seriously though, it'll be more walk than run for me. I haven't run a 5k for.....better not to think about that.
I am doing some serious self-coaching.
*It's perfectly fine to walk
*It's a starting point for the rest of the running season
*I will not compare myself to the other (faster) runners
*If nothing else.....I get a new shirt.
I am angry at myself for not moving my arse more. I've let too many excuses get in the way. While there has been illness,injury,and recovery to deal with, there has also been a good dose of winter apathy.
So, let the Spring Fling be the catalyst that gets me moving in a forward motion.
My birthday has passed (with a whimper, not a bang), and I am feeling less frustrated with my world. Time to try this writing thing again.
Work:
Still liking the job, not liking the casual-ness of it. Yes, I realize I was hired in a casual capacity. It sounded fabulous when I was in pain & post surgery. After this month, I really have no work coming my way. That makes me sad.
I am also struggling with the fact that I still don't feel like I really know what I'm doing.
There is so much to learn, I can hardly believe it. I am enjoying the challenge, but I want to master at least a piece of it! Not being there on a regular basis, there's a lack of continuity. Without the daily reinforcement of the skills I'm learning....well, I just need to come to terms with the fact this will take longer than I think it should.
I am lucky that I work with some very patient people who answer my (repetitive) questions, and don't roll their eyes when I inevitably make another mistake. Colour me thankful.
Running:
Our first race is on Saturday.....I might die. Okay, that may be a slight exaggeration.
Seriously though, it'll be more walk than run for me. I haven't run a 5k for.....better not to think about that.
I am doing some serious self-coaching.
*It's perfectly fine to walk
*It's a starting point for the rest of the running season
*I will not compare myself to the other (faster) runners
*If nothing else.....I get a new shirt.
I am angry at myself for not moving my arse more. I've let too many excuses get in the way. While there has been illness,injury,and recovery to deal with, there has also been a good dose of winter apathy.
So, let the Spring Fling be the catalyst that gets me moving in a forward motion.
Monday, February 24, 2014
Need Me Some Vitamin D!
Winter is a fact of life in many parts of the world, and here it feels like it lasts longer every time it comes around.
To be honest, I dread January through March. Everyone seems to be getting ready to go to some warm destination, or is coming back with a vacation tan. While I am happy for them, there is a small, petty part of me that is so jealous. I find I can muster no sympathy for their vacation preparation stress, nor can I empathize with their post-vacation blues.
The sun is shining bright here today. Too bad the windchill is sitting around -40*C. Not exactly comfortable to go out and get a little vitamin D.....I'm just not that hardcore.
Casual employee life is also not all I thought it would be. I love the job, when I'm there. I was so excited to be working for the entire month. That didn't happen. Had a couple weeks part-time, then things changed (the gal that was away came back from her trip early). I do work some hours this week, so I'm glad. *sigh* I must remind myself this is an investment in the future. I worry that I'll never become proficient in my position at this rate though. (Patience,patience.....must be patient.)
On the brightside, all this free time I've got, I'll be able to train for the races we have coming up. Need to start working on my mileage for the Seawheeze Half, and it looks like we'll be "Trying a Tri" at a nearby triathlon in the spring. Fingers crossed the snow is gone by June!
To be honest, I dread January through March. Everyone seems to be getting ready to go to some warm destination, or is coming back with a vacation tan. While I am happy for them, there is a small, petty part of me that is so jealous. I find I can muster no sympathy for their vacation preparation stress, nor can I empathize with their post-vacation blues.
The sun is shining bright here today. Too bad the windchill is sitting around -40*C. Not exactly comfortable to go out and get a little vitamin D.....I'm just not that hardcore.
Casual employee life is also not all I thought it would be. I love the job, when I'm there. I was so excited to be working for the entire month. That didn't happen. Had a couple weeks part-time, then things changed (the gal that was away came back from her trip early). I do work some hours this week, so I'm glad. *sigh* I must remind myself this is an investment in the future. I worry that I'll never become proficient in my position at this rate though. (Patience,patience.....must be patient.)
On the brightside, all this free time I've got, I'll be able to train for the races we have coming up. Need to start working on my mileage for the Seawheeze Half, and it looks like we'll be "Trying a Tri" at a nearby triathlon in the spring. Fingers crossed the snow is gone by June!
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Jumping off the Bandwagon, I'd Rather Walk
Nearly half-way through February. Did you make a resolution for 2014? Have you fallen (or jumped) off the proverbial bandwagon?
I gave up on making hard (impossible) resolutions a long time ago. Promising to change things that have been a part of me since forever, it's just an invitation for feeling like a failure and self-flagellation.
Let's take the usual resolutions: Lose weight and exercise.
Both are great, right? Then, why is it, most folks have thrown in the towel by this point?
I have a couple of ideas (don't I always?)
*Biggest Loser Mentality: love it or hate it, you've seen the show. The contestants lose ridiculous amounts of weight on a public stage. Unattainable for the real world. I think that logically, a lot of people know that. Still, somehow, we expect that exercising a few times a week and eating some salad will net us the same results.
*All or Nothing: guilty here. If I make a "bad choice" then why bother grabbing those veggies or drinking that water? Didn't exercise on Tuesday, might as well wait until Monday to start again. All food is good food (it's all about the quantity), and even 15 minutes of movement is beneficial (not every workout needs to be an hour long, all out "beast-mode" session).
Is it really that simple? Perhaps. I hate to think that to live as a strong and healthy individual I need to wrap myself up in a web of rules set out by a new fad diet every month.
Is it really that simple? Perhaps. I hate to think that to live as a strong and healthy individual I need to wrap myself up in a web of rules set out by a new fad diet every month.
So, while I may not be a size envied by most, I'm working on loving the skin I'm in while I'm focusing on my goals. Getting strong, being healthy, and training for the Seawheeze Half Marathon Baby!
Ultimately, I want my kids to remember their mom as someone who worked hard and smiled....not a woman who continually chased an idea that was unhealthy, and never meant to be.
Ultimately, I want my kids to remember their mom as someone who worked hard and smiled....not a woman who continually chased an idea that was unhealthy, and never meant to be.
Why I'm Not Attending my High School Reunion
(I copied this from my other blog site, not loving it over there.)
I’m not sure what happened, but, somehow, we have come round to the 20th anniversary of my high school graduation.
I’m not sure what happened, but, somehow, we have come round to the 20th anniversary of my high school graduation.
When I was in school, waiting to turn 20 seemed like an eternity. Now, I find, 20 years has blown by. And,folks…..I do not feel nearly old enough to be marking this milestone.
My denial of years passing has nothing to do with not going back for the reunion.
When I first heard that some old classmates were organizing a little something to commemorate our high school days, I thought: “Well, that’s nice. Maybe I’ll make the trip”
In the back of my mind, I also knew that my Fabulous Running Buddy and I were hoping to get in to the #Seawheeze Half Marathon in Vancouver.
2 reasons to travel this summer. I was pretty sure I couldn’t manage both.
So. I chose the race.
Some background:
I only went to my high school for 2 years. I only lived in that town for 3 years of school before I graduated. I got married and left town 2 years after graduation. (5 years all told,if anyone was adding it up)
I don’t really have roots there. My parents moved away over 5 years ago. (Although my sister is living there again).
I only went to my high school for 2 years. I only lived in that town for 3 years of school before I graduated. I got married and left town 2 years after graduation. (5 years all told,if anyone was adding it up)
I don’t really have roots there. My parents moved away over 5 years ago. (Although my sister is living there again).
While it would be fun to visit, and there are some people I’d really like to see, one trip is the limit. If I could manage going twice, I probably would.
I have some good memories of my time there, and some not-so-good memories (As I’m sure most people do about those years). I was hardly someone that would be well remembered by the majority.
I hope everyone who goes has a wonderful time. I hope they all laugh and reminisce about those “Good old days”.
Me, I’m really looking forward to making the trip in August. I can’t wait to see the mountains again, the water (both ocean and lake). I’m so excited to see my sister, her mister and their Littles (I haven’t met the kiddos yet). Taking the kids there after so many years (7) will be fantastic for them as well. And the race of course! Our second Half Marathon! It’s going to be a good trip, if all goes according to plan.
There are some troubles that might be brewing, but, we’ll sort it out. Things have a way of coming together if you want it bad enough.
And hey, it’s 2014….an even number. My favourite kind.
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Laundry and Other Thoughts
Winter blahs.
It would seem, that going back to staying home and doing the House Wife thing is going to take a little longer to adjust to than I thought.
I've considered looking for something part-time, but am worried that it would limit my availability for the bank.
Next month I'll have a few regular shifts at work, so I'm looking forward to that.
As I have said in previous posts, taking this job was a leap of faith. An investment in the possibility of more in the future.
Patience isn't my forte (I'm sure I've also mentioned that). Time flies, and it's really a waste of time wishing away the days.
I should be using this time to organize the house, myself, do all those little projects I was too busy to do.
For today, I'll start with folding the laundry. Not my favourite chore, but better than letting it sit in the baskets until we need it again.
Bright spots for this week:
*I work half a day tomorrow. It'll be nice to see everyone.
*Friday I am taking a day trip into the city with my Fabulous Running Buddy! We haven't done this since August. :)
It would seem, that going back to staying home and doing the House Wife thing is going to take a little longer to adjust to than I thought.
I've considered looking for something part-time, but am worried that it would limit my availability for the bank.
Next month I'll have a few regular shifts at work, so I'm looking forward to that.
As I have said in previous posts, taking this job was a leap of faith. An investment in the possibility of more in the future.
Patience isn't my forte (I'm sure I've also mentioned that). Time flies, and it's really a waste of time wishing away the days.
I should be using this time to organize the house, myself, do all those little projects I was too busy to do.
For today, I'll start with folding the laundry. Not my favourite chore, but better than letting it sit in the baskets until we need it again.
Bright spots for this week:
*I work half a day tomorrow. It'll be nice to see everyone.
*Friday I am taking a day trip into the city with my Fabulous Running Buddy! We haven't done this since August. :)
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
What's Next :)
I am....I'm not sure.
I'm finding my way.
No work for me this week (out of the house that is). I was supposed to have a couple of shifts, but, things changed. *sigh*
I'm a bit sad about it. I was really looking forward to being there (so,so odd, I know).
On the bright side: I now have plenty of time to make some stuff for the Littlest's bake sale at school, and to prep for Son #2's big birthday on Friday. (Did I mention he turning 13?!?!?!?) Oh my babies, they're so big!
The baking will be an adventure all its own. The oven is dying a slow, painful death. The element crumbled to ash this summer, so we replaced it. Now it won't hold anything close to a steady temperature. Set it to 350F, you'll get anything but that. Last week while making birthday cookies for our girl, it went up and down like a roller coaster! It's no way to bake folks, not at all.
Ah well, watching the goodies in the oven will keep me busy.
Now, if I could just get someone to pay me to bake on the days I'm not working.......a kitchen reno would be good too!
I'm finding my way.
No work for me this week (out of the house that is). I was supposed to have a couple of shifts, but, things changed. *sigh*
I'm a bit sad about it. I was really looking forward to being there (so,so odd, I know).
On the bright side: I now have plenty of time to make some stuff for the Littlest's bake sale at school, and to prep for Son #2's big birthday on Friday. (Did I mention he turning 13?!?!?!?) Oh my babies, they're so big!
The baking will be an adventure all its own. The oven is dying a slow, painful death. The element crumbled to ash this summer, so we replaced it. Now it won't hold anything close to a steady temperature. Set it to 350F, you'll get anything but that. Last week while making birthday cookies for our girl, it went up and down like a roller coaster! It's no way to bake folks, not at all.
Ah well, watching the goodies in the oven will keep me busy.
Now, if I could just get someone to pay me to bake on the days I'm not working.......a kitchen reno would be good too!
Saturday, January 11, 2014
Investments: Not Always About Money
It's a New Year. No real resolutions for me. Be more organized, be nicer to myself and those around me, same as every year since I turned 30. Nothing with a definite deadline.
I am now living my life as a Casual Employee. It's a little scary (not quite the right word for it), and am still trying to wrap my head around this new schedule....or lack of one. I have plenty to keep me busy though. Back to enjoying baking for my own family, training for the upcoming races we're registering for, kids' activities, running our friendly little weight-loss group (to name a few).
I am now living my life as a Casual Employee. It's a little scary (not quite the right word for it), and am still trying to wrap my head around this new schedule....or lack of one. I have plenty to keep me busy though. Back to enjoying baking for my own family, training for the upcoming races we're registering for, kids' activities, running our friendly little weight-loss group (to name a few).
Quite a change from this time last year, when I was feeling sick, tired & broken at work.
I feel bad that I haven't been up to the Old Job since I gave notice. I had a wonderful leaving-supper with a few people from there, and they invited me to their Christmas party (fun evening), but that's been it really. During my training at the New Job, I wasn't able to go up at all, since my hours were pretty much their hours. Now that I have time (and a bit of business for myself, as it's a centre I can access for services), I am hesitating.....silly nerves. I'm old news :)
I have bumped into some folks from up there when I've been out running errands, and while at work. Most meetings have been amicable (quick chat, good feelings), so that's a good thing. I tell my kids, you can't control the behaviour of others, only how you act and react.
I miss the morning chats, with co-workers and kids alike, at the counter in the kitchen. I miss random hugs around my knees from the younger kiddos, watching them learn new things and hitting their milestones.
What I've traded those things for though is an investment in our family. My darling husband will most likely be changing careers in the not too distant future (life in the civvy world! EEK!). I am hoping this job move for me will, in time, afford me the chance to work full-time with some financial security during his transition. I'd like it to be less job, more career. At the very least, I am adding to my skill-set and work experience.
Perhaps I'm still in the Honeymoon period, but.....I really am enjoying this position. I wasn't sure I would. Somedays I feel overwhelmed with all I am learning and still have to learn. Every day has it challenges, and I like how it keeps me on my toes.
And.
I feel bad that I haven't been up to the Old Job since I gave notice. I had a wonderful leaving-supper with a few people from there, and they invited me to their Christmas party (fun evening), but that's been it really. During my training at the New Job, I wasn't able to go up at all, since my hours were pretty much their hours. Now that I have time (and a bit of business for myself, as it's a centre I can access for services), I am hesitating.....silly nerves. I'm old news :)
I have bumped into some folks from up there when I've been out running errands, and while at work. Most meetings have been amicable (quick chat, good feelings), so that's a good thing. I tell my kids, you can't control the behaviour of others, only how you act and react.
I miss the morning chats, with co-workers and kids alike, at the counter in the kitchen. I miss random hugs around my knees from the younger kiddos, watching them learn new things and hitting their milestones.
What I've traded those things for though is an investment in our family. My darling husband will most likely be changing careers in the not too distant future (life in the civvy world! EEK!). I am hoping this job move for me will, in time, afford me the chance to work full-time with some financial security during his transition. I'd like it to be less job, more career. At the very least, I am adding to my skill-set and work experience.
Perhaps I'm still in the Honeymoon period, but.....I really am enjoying this position. I wasn't sure I would. Somedays I feel overwhelmed with all I am learning and still have to learn. Every day has it challenges, and I like how it keeps me on my toes.
And.
I get to wear nailpolish.
and...
...pretty clothes...
and....
....I am not hurting and hobbling at the end of the day.
I guess the lesson I should take away from my ramblings here is this:
I guess the lesson I should take away from my ramblings here is this:
Hang on to the bright and shiny memories I have from the Old Job, let anything else go. Enjoy the New Job and all the new folks I work with and meet. Life goes on, and time is too short to worry.
Sunday, January 5, 2014
2014.....I Love Even Numbers
Happy 2014 folks! Yeah, a few days late I guess, but within the first week. It counts.
Not really sure where to start, what to share. Things have been busy, if not terribly exciting.
Christmas was really good. We went to my parents' place, relaxed, visited, ate a little more than we should of, shopped WAY too much.We were lucky enough to get together with some good friends as well. I enjoyed it, but, I always do when we go there.
I made it through the initial 6 weeks of training for the bank. I feel that I am now semi-competent in my position. The most important things I have learned are:
1. Take my time. Accuracy is better than speed.
2. If you don't know the answer ASK SOMEONE.
When I made the choice to take this casual position, it sounded great. I was so tired and broken from my other job, I thought it was just what I needed. What I didn't count on was how much I would enjoy this new job! This is my first official week as a "Casual" employee really. I only work Thursday afternoon. Feels very odd, I think I'll miss it.
The kids are back to school tomorrow. 2 are excited and 2 are bummed. 50/50 split, not bad I figure. I think deep down they're all a little glad. After 2 weeks, I know they'll be glad to see their friends and get away from each other a bit.
I am also getting back to taking care of myself. I've let so much lapse....well, nevermind that. I can't change what's happened over the past 6 months. What I can do is start doing the things I love again. Running, Zumba, cooking and creating in my kitchen. So be warned: future posts will include food pictures and long ramblings about my fitness progress.
Not really sure where to start, what to share. Things have been busy, if not terribly exciting.
Christmas was really good. We went to my parents' place, relaxed, visited, ate a little more than we should of, shopped WAY too much.We were lucky enough to get together with some good friends as well. I enjoyed it, but, I always do when we go there.
I made it through the initial 6 weeks of training for the bank. I feel that I am now semi-competent in my position. The most important things I have learned are:
1. Take my time. Accuracy is better than speed.
2. If you don't know the answer ASK SOMEONE.
When I made the choice to take this casual position, it sounded great. I was so tired and broken from my other job, I thought it was just what I needed. What I didn't count on was how much I would enjoy this new job! This is my first official week as a "Casual" employee really. I only work Thursday afternoon. Feels very odd, I think I'll miss it.
The kids are back to school tomorrow. 2 are excited and 2 are bummed. 50/50 split, not bad I figure. I think deep down they're all a little glad. After 2 weeks, I know they'll be glad to see their friends and get away from each other a bit.
I am also getting back to taking care of myself. I've let so much lapse....well, nevermind that. I can't change what's happened over the past 6 months. What I can do is start doing the things I love again. Running, Zumba, cooking and creating in my kitchen. So be warned: future posts will include food pictures and long ramblings about my fitness progress.
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